Lone Wolf - Thoughts and Ideas

I understand that God speaks to everyone in different ways. That two persons can read same book and one will enjoy it and get real value and another will not. Not suggesting you read them just see if God leads you to. I have found that if you like reading Christian self help books two thrifty places to get them can be Thrift store if you have the time and enjoy them or Ebay if you already have a title in mind [as thrift store sell here as well] If you are married, plan to be, or engaged this book title is very accurate: 1. The Book of Romance: What Solomon Says About Love, Sex, and Intimacy - Tommy Nelson If you are divorced or separated and considering reconcillation: 1. I Do Again : How We Found a Second Chance at Our Marriage - And You Can Too by Jeff Scruggs; Cheryl Scruggs I do believe in sharing books so if you would be interested in reading either of these books and willing to pass them along to another person let me know. I only have 2 copies and will go t...

Today I was struggling as I felt like I have few close relationships in my life. If I look at the facts this does not appear to be the truth. Emotions and facts don't always line up when you are alone alot and normally the people that truly love and care about me means a weekly phone call or text. Today - Sunday 8/18/19 I stayed in bed even though not tired thinking and trying to pray. Wanted to get up and moving at 7 am but stayed there till 10 am. This made me feel even worst as all this time thinking my thoughts went to a relationship that once again had tried to repair and move forward only to feel hurt, foolish for having hope and what is wrong with me? I was asking God why is my life seem so meaningless and empty. My home depresses me as it is so cluttered and overwhelming everywhere I look. Yes all of the blessings [possessions that I thought were this][reality is I was trying to feel the hole in my heart with stuff] have become an absolute curse. Then as I was ...